Tonite went dinner with a few friends who i din see for sometime and for the first time we are so relax and talking nonsense all the way from where we met until dinner until we say bye bye....i would say Thank God for this few friends where they are the one who really the one who are there and lead me to know GOD when i m in college (Guys, u know who am i mentioning)....really appreciated them as they are the one who will be sharing your sadness, happiness, dissapointment and etc..... i would consider that if without them i might not even know who is Jesus....THANK YOU GOD......and this 2 weeks have been the most hardest week for me.....as the Ups and Downs were so fast that i also couldnt accept it....i dont think i would mention here as it really do affect me until now......i might update it later in the future but then the lesson that i learned is that appreciate what u have now and have more intimate relationship with GOD.....now for me the thing i want to do now is to follow and obey what HE ask me to do and go....as i have been not a quite obedient child...eheheh........
Today before i went for the reunion dinner, i actually quite angry and dissapointed.....as today i working from morning until evening non-stop serving the hotel guest and sadly there are no one who came to help me and until i dont have time to take break....haih.....it seem that this company torture me but then as i ponder back..... actually i enjoying it ...strangely...i start to ask myself why i enjoy working like this.....haih....dont understand....the reason why i am so angry and dissapointed is that my executive, she know that today one of the staff that suppose to come at 1 have meeting at Klang but then she never informed me at all yesterday and even ridiculous is that the one who told me about they having meeting is someone from other department......i m quite curious why cant u just tell me yesterday so at least i can do something or even prepared myself but then she din.....actually i m trying not to be angry and trying my best to understand but then i just cant.....i keep asking why only u tell me that u all going meeting when u all is on the way going only....is it so that difficult to say it....then just sent email....since u all said that used email to communicate to each other.....i dont know where is the problem come from........or maybe she expect me to know everything.....haih...dont knowla....sometime this company was ok but sometimes was not.....sometimes they treat u ok, sometimes very good, sometime bad and sometimes worse........is it all the company also like this???? any answer???? honestly if all this thing never happen, i think the chances of me staying at this company are much more higher but then now .............i think one more day i stay there, i will be more suffering.........GOD when can i come out from this suffering???i dont think i can stand it anymore........this two weeks actually i have seen more things that were not so good in this company where i dont think i want to share here.......some of my colleague was ok but not all i would said like this......but i know this is common thing in working world.......i would said that although in this company i have learned a lot, there are still lots of things that need to be improved.....didnt mean to critize but then this is all my view.......
oklah....will upadte more later....need to rest as tomorrow working in the morning again....
Today before i went for the reunion dinner, i actually quite angry and dissapointed.....as today i working from morning until evening non-stop serving the hotel guest and sadly there are no one who came to help me and until i dont have time to take break....haih.....it seem that this company torture me but then as i ponder back..... actually i enjoying it ...strangely...i start to ask myself why i enjoy working like this.....haih....dont understand....the reason why i am so angry and dissapointed is that my executive, she know that today one of the staff that suppose to come at 1 have meeting at Klang but then she never informed me at all yesterday and even ridiculous is that the one who told me about they having meeting is someone from other department......i m quite curious why cant u just tell me yesterday so at least i can do something or even prepared myself but then she din.....actually i m trying not to be angry and trying my best to understand but then i just cant.....i keep asking why only u tell me that u all going meeting when u all is on the way going only....is it so that difficult to say it....then just sent email....since u all said that used email to communicate to each other.....i dont know where is the problem come from........or maybe she expect me to know everything.....haih...dont knowla....sometime this company was ok but sometimes was not.....sometimes they treat u ok, sometimes very good, sometime bad and sometimes worse........is it all the company also like this???? any answer???? honestly if all this thing never happen, i think the chances of me staying at this company are much more higher but then now .............i think one more day i stay there, i will be more suffering.........GOD when can i come out from this suffering???i dont think i can stand it anymore........this two weeks actually i have seen more things that were not so good in this company where i dont think i want to share here.......some of my colleague was ok but not all i would said like this......but i know this is common thing in working world.......i would said that although in this company i have learned a lot, there are still lots of things that need to be improved.....didnt mean to critize but then this is all my view.......
oklah....will upadte more later....need to rest as tomorrow working in the morning again....
